Let tomorrow be tomorrow.

Less than a week ago, we were sitting on these stairs in Budapest, having the time of our lifes. No worries about money, work, school or relationships. About a week later I'm sitting at my parent's place, where I currently live, thinking about what I'll be doing tomorrow. I finished school 2 months ago, so it's time to find a job. Because of my busy touring schedule, I can't take a fulltime job right now. And without a fulltime job, I won't be able to rent a place of my own in the city. Tomorrow I have to go and talk to some lady that is helping me to find a job. Her intention is to get me one as soon as possible, while my intention is to tour and travel as much as possible. I feel like wasting her time, but I'm gonna give it a chance and maybe she will offer me a job that ain't so bad after all.

"Every time I stop and think, I’m hit with everything that I was taught about right and wrong and what to get used to. I let the greedy deal with greed. I’ve got nothing but myself and I ain’t selling that or no one else. I won’t surround my emptiness with greed or shit I don’t even need. I don’t ask don’t tell relationships based on infidelity. I know it ain’t right. I know it ain’t much of a life. But I let tomorrow be tomorrow and tonight be tonight." (Tim Barry)